I am so tired of the drama but boy am I having a tough time letting go.
Just goes to show you - one can be sober a long time and still not be well.
Ok, maybe that is too harsh. I don't think I am crazy or even unwell; rather, I think I am an average person who has been treated badly by someone they trusted and I want an apology.
The tough part for me is that I know, deep down, I will never EVER get that apology.
Jesus Christ, True God and True Man, knows exactly what I am going through and that is the beauty of Christianity. The God of my understanding was lied about and to, and then rejected by people who had flipped over His entrance into Jerusalem one week and then cheered His arrest the next.
I cannot do this deal however, because I am not God.
BUT - I am supposed to try and BE like Him...put on the mind of Christ, be perfect as (my) Heavenly Father is perfect....
AH the difficulty of walking the walk...and not just talking the talk.